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Gosh, in what world did i ever truly believe i would be here on this blog to tell you that i am 30 weeks pregnant? I have had so many doubts for so long that this was going to be a reality for me. But, since the beginning, there has always been that poopy seed …

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A little help from my friends

Hello, dear friends! I have missed you! I have missed updating. I have missed sleep and energy and all sorts of things. I have been the WORST and I am sorry! I am still here and owe you quite the blog post. I think some of you must have missed me too because I finally …

The fire is burning

Hi. Hello! Hey there friends! It has been SIX whole weeks since I last updated. It has been a wonderful time of preparing to learn if we were having a girl or boy, working, managing stress and <asperusual> catching up. Managing all of the daily things while Tim was gone and then spending some time …

10 Week #MilliKid Bumpdate

Oh. My. Gosh! A two-fer!! You guys... I was in such an unsure place and, like always - you just lifted me up! Your kind comments, messages and calls warm my heart. This stuff is hard. Coupled with Tim being gone all the time and responsibilities not equaling my energy output, I can really get …

My Favorite Game

CATCHUP. I would sincerely and deeply apologize, but I have to be fully transparent. I have been EXHAUSTED. I always have grand plans to keep up with you weekly, but it has taken every bit of my focus to make it home from work before I pass out, wake up at 9pm for meds and …

Sweet Blueberry

Happy 7 week update! Yesterday, i got to see our growing baby. And growing, they are! We have doubled in size since last week. And that heart is just a-pumping away at 148 beats per minute. This week, we are the size of a blueberry. As soon as the ultrasound tech found our little nugget, …

Started from the bottom

I was going to wait until tomorrow to post, but I have too many thoughts to leave them any more length of time. Time here lately has been a thief. And a burden. So many things have happened since I last updated. I am sorry for the delay, but sometimes speaking things into the world …

I {may} Need an Intervention

Just a few memes to capture all my contradictory emotions. Well, friends. I have a confession. I have fallen off the wagon. As much as I convinced myself I would NOT pee on a stick, I succumbed to my terrible addiction. I promised myself I would not pee on a stick during my two week …

Guess what…

THERE’S A BABY IN THERE! We did it! Transfer day was a success. Our embryo is perfect, of course. The thaw went well. The actual transfer was smooth and very quick. They even let me get Tim on the phone to listen in during the procedure. Just look at that perfect baby! I completed all …

I am a warrior.

Tomorrow is TRANSFER DAY! As per my usual, I had planned to take it easy leading up to this point and failed dramatically. While it may not always be the best way, I tend to deal with stress by getting busy and occupying my mind. I have a deep rooted sense of "hard work pays" …